Júlia Szalai
How Many Histories
Do We Have?
Ágnes Losonczi: Sorsba fordult történelem (History as Turned into
Personal Fate). Budapest, Holnap Kiadó, 2005, 329 pp.
...
Through the eyes of seventy interviewees, Sorsba fordult történelem investigates
whether, after 45 years spent in an anti-democratic social system, there is still
sufficient readiness and sense of adaptation in people to enable them to achieve
a personal "regime change" in their private lives.
When examining the traumas the middle classes experienced in post-war
Hungary, sociologists inevitably find themselves in a position where they can only
build up a dissociated image of the "Hungarian bourgeois" by fitting together
fragments of a jigsaw. Where there is property and ownership, they are not
necessarily combined with a sense of vocation; where the spirit of craftsmanship
has survived, there may be a lack of civic courage; and a bold entrepreneurial spirit,
where it exists at all, is often coupled with an indifference to public affairs. In place
of the citizen as the bearer of the unity of tradition, one finds businessmen, bureaucrats,
teachers, doctors, journalists, educated mothers and local activists - all
preserving or reviving one or another piece of that tradition, adapting it to current
conditions. In other words, instead of the easily-describable category of Max
Weber's Bürger, we find various groups of a middle-class whose values and
lifestyles bear some of the marks of that category, but without any tangible network
of cultural community (however tattered) that might bind them to one another.
For her field research, Ágnes Losonczi chose a traditionally middle-class
district in Budapest - a district that was relatively well protected against the forced
and spontaneous population exchanges, the deportations and imposed resettlements
with the similarly imposed allocations of new tenants in the period of what
was then called "socialist modernization". For her method, she chose random, or
almost random, encounters. Her team knocked on the doors of well-selected
homes in well-selected houses, asking the residents if they were willing to tell the
story of their families in the 20th century.
Of course, the risks this method involves are at least as many as the
advantages. True, most interviewees rewarded their interlocutors with long,
colourful narratives full of vivid personal detail. On the other hand, the raw
material thus accumulated was very much defined by the position of the person
narrating their family history. Their age and role within the family, together with
their current social standing, turned out to be crucial in how they saw the family's
middle class status defined as the frame of reference for the investigation -
whether they regarded it as a matter of the past, the actual present or something
they aspired to. It was foreseeable that the majority of the narrators would be
elderly retirees, living more enclosed lives. Ultimately, 11 interviewees out of a
total of 55 were over sixty, while only were under thirty.
Thus, demographics largely determined the specific leitmotifs of 20th century
history "as seen from below" that emerged with what the 1930s and 1940s
generations, supplying the bulk of interviews, considered most important to tell.
For them, quite regardless of the one-time social position of their forbears or the
present-day position of the family, the formative period was the Second World War
and the years following it - the years of their childhood. It was as if everything had
been decided back then, compared to which anything their own efforts achieved
was of a secondary importance. Those hard-won successes, the result of many
decades of work, were accomplished under socialism. However, the prevailing
general confusion in evaluating the near-past made it hard for them to speak about
it in a meaningful way. Hence, the interviewees made all attempts not to waste too
many words on those years and dwelt instead on what had been considered taboo
then. The outcome is that these narratives still bear the marks of the attitude of a
child, and are related as if from the child's point of view - which, of course, means
viewing their own historical responsibility in the same evasive manner. It is as if all
that they did - or failed to do - during the next sixty or so years had been a
consequence of their abnormal start in life - as if growing up had not happened.
In normal times and in a normal world, it is up to the new generation to
preserve and - by learning, effort, ingenuity and endurance, in other words, by
employing the traditional middle-class virtues - to augment what their forbears
have handed on to them. However, the childhood and youth of these middle-class
generations were anything but normal. If they were unlucky enough to have been
born into a Jewish middle-class family before or during the Second World War,
their early memories would above all be concerned with fear, concealment and
struggle for survival; with mourning deported and murdered relatives, playmates
and family friends; then being forced to denounce their social origins, being
stripped of their property and being stigmatised as "class aliens". Nor did those
born into a gentile upper middle-class milieu escape the experience of terror and
the mourning of relatives who were killed in action or who vanished during their
stint of malenky robot in Siberia or in Russian POW camps. As schoolchildren, they
experienced harassment by the police because of their "guilty" descent. Some of
them also suffered the fear of being deported, because their grandparents were
identified as the "class enemy". Many saw their parents being reduced to nervous
wrecks, their careers shattered. If they were children of old-time artisans or
shopkeepers, they would be victimised throughout their early school years by
suspicion and derision because of their "retrograde petty bourgeois" origins. If
they happened to be children of "misdirected working-class" families, they would
be subject to forced re-education campaigns by the Communist Youth Association.
If they were descendants of poor farm workers swept into the big city by the
tide of industrialisation and the hope for a better life, then, in addition to the
extreme poverty in which they lived as young children, they were put into day-care
centres, painfully missing the personal attentiveness of parental homes - while
their mothers and fathers were ordered by the Party to work three shifts or attend
crash courses at night. The number of variations on the same theme is endless.
They include the early experiences of children of imprisoned Social Democrat
printers, steel workers on forced labour as punishment for sabotage, farmers
persecuted and robbed of everything as kulaks, politically unreliable lawyers,
doctors and white-collar workers sent to do menial work in factories, and so on.
All of them were children born in the wrong place at the wrong time.
For the majority, adulthood was when corrections could be made. Some tried
to patch up the fabric of family relations; others were tormented all their lives by
injured self-esteem, which they vainly tried to restore; still others made huge
efforts to replace the valued objects they had lost or, very cautiously, to repair the
social status they had been dislodged from. These were objectives taking decades
to achieve, but instead of proudly upholding traditions and confidently passing
them on, the interviewees resorted to code and camouflage to refer to them.
In these family chronicles people are on their guard all the time. There is a kind of
continuous vigilance, a readiness to evade, or at least mitigate, incalculable threats
coming from unexpected quarters. This seems to have pervaded human relations and
had a greater impact on people's choice of mate, on child rearing, friendships and life
styles than social position or wealth. It reproduced the atmosphere of overall distrust
vis a vis "everybody else", day after day. Passing this on to the next generation has
been almost unavoidable. Thus, a defensive general attitude coupled with everpresent
suspicion has become the one shared characteristic of very different people
on very different rungs of the social ladder and at widely different stages of their lives.
This basic attitude became so deeply internalized that its transferal from one
generation to the next has strongly influenced the entire structure of Hungarian
society over some sixty years. Being always on the alert, always ready for the
ununexpected and the helplessness this may involve, was a stronger motivation
in life than what genuine opportunities and achievable status offered. Careful
consideration of every factor was required in finding the right schools or trades.
As desirable as affluence or spiritual autonomy may be, they were seen by these
families as too risky to be taken as a life goal. One interviewee summed this up:
Our parents... made us all - every single child - learn a trade... The point was that we
should all have a trade that would enable us to make a living anywhere, in any
circumstances. We went on to study at a university or some other school of higher
education after that. Professionals or intellectuals are not self-sufficient. They can be
fired at any time if the bosses don't like the shape of their nose, their religion or
ideology. Artisans, on the other hand, are needed always, everywhere. (p. 202.)
Yet, we learn from the interview that a defensive attitude in itself was not
enough and submerging into it could easily lead to self-abandonment and further
decline. Therefore, in families that had seen better days, this attitude was often
combined with the moral imperative of struggle.
The lesson I learned from my mother's life is that you must never give up. Whatever the
situation you find yourself in, you must never say "I surrender". (p. 170.)
There is no universal recipe for the right measure of risk-taking or acceptable level
of experimentation. In any case, these middle-aged, middle-class citizens do not
draw the boundary lines where the older or the younger members of their class do. With
a few rare exceptions, they see themselves as people who have lost out on the change
of regime. It is from this aspect that they view and experience all that is happening to
them now - or is likely to happen during the rest of their lives. They are no longer
young enough and flexible enough to make a brand-new start or to take advantage
of new opportunities. Nor are they old enough and retired enough to be able to
ignore this new and different world posing grave threats to their jobs and hard-won
positions, a world jeopardising the safety of the life they have managed to achieve.
...
Driven by the emphasis of the interviewees, the book devotes most detail and
space to describing the period when the foundations of the Communist regime
were laid and people of widely different social backgrounds were forced together
into one mass by what the author calls the "great compression of
socialism". Through analysing the narratives, Losonczi provides a deep insight
into the post-1990 chance of rebuilding a middle class way of life by examing what
has remained of its old culture. Her discussion attempts to gauge how profoundly
the Communist dictatorship succeeded in altering the lives of families even
beyond its own demise, and to assess how irreversible was the damage wrought
by a strategy that methodically aimed to destroy traditions.
Even after more than fifty years, a knot still forms in the stomach on reading
the unending list of indignities and injustices, of confiscations of property and
rights, of victimizations and excommunications, all done in the name of creating
a new order. Those who endured them - Jewish merchants dismissed after first
heading their own nationalised businesses and relocated to operate machines in
factories, former military officers collectively announced guilty, government
officials declared to be untrustworthy, grammar school teachers declared to be
enemies of the people, farmers with more substantial holdings called exploiters of
the peasants, tradesmen accused of nostalgia for the old regime, and many
more - were probably far greater in number than the winners. Even the winners,
rural and working-class youths, paid dearly for their status, through a lasting
sense of rootlessness and extreme vulnerability to political pressure.
The accounts teem with characters remembered as the villains of the era; even
the act of recalling them induces anger. These were mostly local representatives
of the hated central authorities: ÁVO officers (the hated political police), party
secretaries, village council presidents, policemen, produce delivery commissioners
and wicked factory foremen. As far as politicians are concerned, there
were only two in the Fifties whose names are still well-remembered to this day:
Mátyás Rákosi and Imre Nagy. Rákosi appears in the stories as the emblematic
figure of "Communism", which is synonymous in these narratives with Stalinism,
personality cult and terror; while Imre Nagy's name is associated mainly with the
1953 policy of liberalization, which was ultimately to fail.
It is quite astonishing, though, that Imre Nagy is never mentioned as the prime
minister and a martyr of the 1956 Revolution - not even once, not even in passing.
Neither is the Revolution. It is entirely missing from these family chronicles. It is
as if all the interviewees, regardless of their backgrounds, had secretly plotted to
structure their stories in the same way. The first period of the narratives lasts until
1955, followed by a break, then the story line is picked up again somewhere in the
mid-1960s. References to 1956 are conspicuously scarce, and the retributions that
followed are seen as a straight continuation of the Stalinist period.
When the interviews refer to the events of 1956 at all, they do it from a distance,
in curt sentences using impersonal subjects and the passive voice. Otherwise vivid
and frequently emotional narratives shift tone and suddenly turn matter-of-fact:
Because of my husband's involvement in 1956, there was a house search. He was put
under police surveillance, lost his job and found no work. (p. 142)... Two of my five
brothers and sisters died of cancer. I know for sure that stress had a great part in their
deaths. Both had taken part in the Revolution, though not in any armed fight. They
drifted from job to job and could never find proper work. (p. 150)... My father was swept
away by the wind of 1956. Not by the wind of the Revolution, but by the winds of
4 November [the day the Russian tanks rolled in - Ed.'s note]. Before the final closing of
the borders, he crept over to Austria on his belly. And with that, our family life was over,
very early indeed. I was only 5 years old at the time. (p. 156)
Not once are the heady days of the Revolution or the sudden sense of freedom
recalled with enthusiasm. If a narrator mentions 1956 at all, it is always in the
context of escape and retaliation, of families torn apart. One recurrent motif is the
extreme ruthlessness of revenge for the Revolution, with which farmers were
again forced into agricultural cooperatives in the aftermath of 1956. The image
associated with the new wave of fear and loss is impersonal; it is one of Soviet
tanks looming up. When there is a face in the background of the tanks at all, it
naturally belongs to János Kádár. Yet, it flickers up only for a few seconds before
his image as the restorer of oppression is swept off the shelf of memory, and is
quickly replaced by a different image of the man.
Kádár is seen - regardless of generations - in split vision: first as a puppet of the
Russians, next as the architect of peace, consolidation and modest prosperity.
The latter role is recalled with conspicuously greater and more sincere emotion
than the former. Praise for the eponymous hero of the "Kádár Era", nostalgically
recalled as the golden age in the tumultous 20th century, even creeps into
interviews which otherwise reflect an unrelenting opposition to socialism.
The motives for this admiration appear to be truly personal. Context reveals
that the praise is mainly for the sense of security and the chance to re-establish
self-esteem that the Kádár Era brought. To the interviewees, these years
brought back a sense of slow ascent and the inviolability of private life after the
long, dark years of the fearful Fifties. It is as if a continuity could be created with
the pre-war world of the middle classes, and at least psychologically, a sense of
normalcy could be restored. These people believe even today that while social
status, lifestyle and political tastes were not allowed to be re-established, in
private life at least, the slow rehabilitation of old values, thought of as gone for
ever, could begin. That is why even those who shed no tear at the collapse of the
old system, who are fully committed to the post-1990 change, reserve some
respect for this particular achievement. This is not mere nostalgia, as is often
thought. It is rather the way in which people with too many bitter experiences view
the past. They appreciate continuity much more than they do great, but risky leaps
forward. They set a much higher value on peaceful transition than on correcting
historical injustices, regardless of the clean slate held out as an inducement,
clearly aware of the price that should be paid for it. These same people feel the
most positive about the past fifteen years - a period full of contradictions, but free
of great tragedies. Despite their complaints, they are still waiting patiently, with
dogged determination. The interviews in this book show that there are many of
them, with a whole range of political allegiances. What they really expect, as the
narratives reveal, is not so much the creation of a radically new society, but an
expansion of that world of the middle-classes that began in the later years of the
Kádár Era - though back then as a strictly private matter. The new democracy
carries for them, first and foremost, the opportunity for, or rather the promise of,
restoring freedom and moral order. As one of them puts it:
My experience regarding politics as well as religion has been that those engaged in them
do one thing and preach another... Concerning politics, I used to be in full agreement
with my husband, but now he still supports the old regime, while I see positive things
in the new system, too. But capitalism is something I do not like. (p. 222)
Or a more sweeping judgment:
Under the old regime there were plenty of restrictions and possibilities were limited.
Everything happened very slowly; it dragged on forever. Today it is all different.
Everyone has the opportunity to break out. It is your basic right as a human being that
you should be able to do freely whatever you think fit. Schooling was guaranteed for
everyone in the old regime, but what a horrible school system it was. Financially, of
course, it was easier to study than it is today, but it was hard to remain human. (p. 279)
What emerges from the excerpts is a markedly rosy picture of the 1980s; in
comparison, comments on the regime change reflect a cautious trust in the future,
rather than a positive perception of the present. It must be emphasized, however,
that this image emerging from the interviews is, in fact, a snapshot. More
importantly, that snapshot was taken in 1993 - 1995, three of the most difficult years
of the entire transition. At that low point, inflation stood between 25 and 35 per
cent annually. It was the time of the first massive waves of unemployment. Only in
the second half of the decade did the economy start to grow again. All this could
not be foreseen when the interviews were recorded. It is in this context that the
interviewees' recurrent references to a secure existence, to jobs never threatened,
low prices, free schooling and an acceptable level of pensions must be seen as the
central elements of their nostalgia for the past. As to the present, even those most
committed to change express a vague hope at best. Something like this:
In socialism, you could get ahead financially more slowly, but with greater security.
Today people can get rich very quickly or go completely broke in next to no time. But
even so, the situation today is better anyway than it used to be. (p. 279)
Or, a little more enthusiastically and more explicitly:
I am biased in favour of the change of regime. I regard almost everything as good. The
bad things could have been expected in advance. Public security is poor, there is a great
deal of poverty, but my conscience is clear. It is better to live in truth. (p. 272)
It is tempting to speculate on how the same people would respond if they were
interviewed today. In fact, there are strong hints in the way they told their own
tales, in the turns of speech and the specific emphases they used. There is also
additional evidence provided by the data from four general elections and their
analysis, as well as by sociological surveys conducted over the past ten or so years
with groups from similar backgrounds (owners of small and medium-sized businesses, small-town elites and certain groups of civil servants and the
employees of civil organizations). Given all this, we may safely guess that there
would be more positive words about the advantages of the change today, but also
that criticism would be sharper. Probably more of Ágnes Losonczi's subjects
would report a perceptible improvement in the family's financial position and
the successes of the family business rather than of its teetering on the brink
of bankruptcy. They might speak proudly of a child or grandchild now studying
in Austria or Belgium; they might mention being at long last able to afford a
holiday in Spain, or at least the Dalmatian coast. However, they would probably
complement this with strong words about the enormous riches accumulated
by former party secretaries, about the privatization of public assets, about the
proliferation of corruption and shady dealings, and - last but not least - about
the squabbles between political parties which have brought politics into total disrepute
for many. They would probably close with the oft-heard remark: "The same
people are on top as before. What kind of a regime change is this? This is not what
we expected. There is one good side to it, though. We are at least left alone."
Júlia Szalai
is Head of the Department of Social Policy, Institute of Sociology of the Hungarian
Academy of Sciences and Standing Visiting Professor at the Nationalism Studies Program,
Department of History, Central European Univesity, Budapest. She has published widely
on 'old' and 'new' poverty in Central Europe, the post-Communist embourgeoisement
process, women's changing situation on the labour market, and on the Roma.