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Miklós Vajda's 'essay-memoir', Portrait
of a Mother in an American Frame, is
a deceptively modest masterwork.
Modest, because it stays within the frame
of its seemingly limited objective, while
giving the reader so much more than the
title and the genre promise. Reflected in
the portrayed mother's eyes, as in a
convex mirror within the depths of a
Flemish Renaissance painting, the reader
discerns a faithful miniature portrait of the
author himself. In addition to painting a
moving portrait of his mother, a rara avis,
one of the last representatives of a
vanishing species, Vajda also sketches,
with deft strokes, significant outlines of
his own Vita, while touching upon certain
central issues of twentieth-century
Hungarian identity. We are given intimate
glimpses of the author's mother that
sparkle as exquisite close-ups, details of
an implied panorama that spans decades
and continents, in a magic act of literary
art joining the outer, objective world to
the inner, subjective one.
The first third of this work has
appeared in the pages of The Hungarian
Quarterly
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(No. 191), in George Szirtes' fine
translation, and one hopes the entire text
of the memoir will soon become available
in English. Miklós Vajda's vast experience
as editor and literary translator combine
to inform a narrative viewpoint that
makes this memoir uniquely attractive for
the Anglophone reading audience.
The fine edge of guilt that sharpens
the focus of these recollections is surely
the inheritance of every mother's son
trying to create a just portrait of, and in
the process, do justice to, a mother
inevitably resented, rejected or rebelled
against at various times. And how
revealing, of the portraitist's own vanities
and follies at various stages of youth
and mid-life, the painstaking account of
these guilt-provoking instants! It takes
a searing honesty to look this hard
and this close. The layers of guilt lie
thick and varied: at one time (the
late 1940's, Hungary's hardcore, early
Stalinist years), Vajda was even "deeply
and genuinely ashamed" of the
aristocratic origins of his mother's side of
the family.
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